Crowley

[theangelfell]

Aziraphale moaned into the kiss. It just felt so good...

"More, I want more..."

More. Well, that was a leap of imagination. Crowley wasn't even sure how to go about...well, anything really.

"Make an effort," he said softly. He did for himself and suddenly there was a pressure against Aziraphale's hip of an erection.

Aziraphale had done this so rarely, and it had been so long, that it took him a beat to remember how. And then he felt... "Oh..."

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[theangelfell]

"I - it just - it seems like something that feels so good must be a sin," Aziraphale whispered. "It feels as if I've crossed another line. I'm not sorry, and I would never wish it away, I'm so happy, really, but you must understand how complicated this is for me..."

[sauntereddownward]

Crowley hmm'd tightly and considered that.

"I don't think it's a Sin," he said. "And I'm a bit of an expert."

He paused.

"I felt like I'd been called Home."

[theangelfell]

"So that felt as good for you as it did for me?" Aziraphale asked, meeting his eyes now.

[sauntereddownward]

"It felt...Good. Like, the essence of Good. I can feel your Grace, angel. I don't think you can possibly understand what it's like to be denied that kind of Love, only to find it there, just right there, hiding in my best friend. It's us, angel. Us against the world and everything beyond."

He paused.

"I have no idea what you could possibly get from me that could possibly compare."

[theangelfell]

"... you're going to make me cry again," Aziraphale sniffed. "Crowley, it makes me so happy to... to give you my love."

[sauntereddownward]

Crowley sighed softly and kissed him again, this time sweet and slow, his own lips trembling a bit, though he would never admit he might cry, too.

[theangelfell]

Aziraphale kissed him back, and then when it broke, he said, "Crowley, you've really,,, you've really never done that before? What we just did? Not with anyone?"

[sauntereddownward]

That gave him pause and he looked in the angel's eyes to see if he was messing him about.

"No," he finally said. "Why would I?"

[theangelfell]

"I'm not saying I didn't believe you," Aziraphale said hastily. "I just, now that we've done it, I'm surprised that you... I mean, wouldn't this have been quite a way to manipulate humans? You're beautiful, I'm sure you could have seduced so many and led them into sin..."

[sauntereddownward]

"Ugh. Too much work, plus humans get all their weird psychoses all over you," he said, visibly disgusted at the very idea of sharing something so perfect with a human of all things.

[theangelfell]

A smile tugged at Aziraphale's lips. "I'm so glad though," he said. "To share that with you. Do you think it feels like that for them? If it does then... why aren't they all just doing it all the time?"

[sauntereddownward]

"They used to," he pointed out. "The Woman was with child even before they were evicted. I think they figured all that out rather quickly."

[theangelfell]

Aziraphale was aware of how sticky they were now, but he didn't mind. He settled against Crowley, resting his head on his chest. "I wouldn't like it as nearly much if it weren't with you."

[sauntereddownward]

"I'm flattered," he replied softly.

"You do know...all this time it has only been you. Always you. Only you."

[theangelfell]

"Why didn't we do this sooner?" Aziraphale asked with a sigh.

[sauntereddownward]

"Because we're stupid," he said flatly.

[theangelfell]

"Hmph," said Aziraphale. "Really, Crowley. You can't blame me for assuming that you... would never want such a thing."

[sauntereddownward]

"I would like to point out that I thought the exact same thing," he said. He was warm enough but he pressed just a bit closer anyway.

[theangelfell]

"You keep pointing out that I'm a being of love!" Aziraphale reminded him. And then he mumbled, "Also I'm pretty sure I've been looking at you like a smitten puppy for the past thousand years at least."

[sauntereddownward]

"I thought you just had allergies," the demon replied.

He finally stepped back to look at what mess there was. It was less upsetting than it otherwise might be.

"Should we take a bath?" he asked then.

[theangelfell]

Aziraphale loved baths. "Yes please," he said brightly. "With bubbles."

[sauntereddownward]

"You'll have to miracle those yourself," he said, taking Aziraphale's hand to take him to the bath. It was amazing he couldn't make bubbles, but the lights were on as well as the heater and there were fluffy towels waiting that didn't seem to quite fit with the rest of the demon's decor.

[theangelfell]

"Oh, this is a nice bathtub," Aziraphale said with a little sigh.

[sauntereddownward]

Crowley looked over at him, a curious little smile dancing on his lips.

"You're so easy to please," he said.

[theangelfell]

"Baths are very nice," Aziraphale said defensively. "Though at home I have a lot of very nice smelling soaps."